Lie
Lie
[Verse 1]
I pushed my man off that open road
But I still love my daddy be he hot or cold
He said my voice, my songs've gotten old
But I still love my daddy and his heart of coal
He breaks me down
Tells me life is too hard
And I try to get by with one simple lie
[Chorus]
He'll close his eyes, whisper lies, and he'll sing them
So far gone
At least he feels so right now
He'll look at porn, says I'm not enough for him and I
I know I'm losing my mind, so
I just lie
[Verse 2]
Dead to me; guess he fell too hard
That's the gift I gave my man it's hot and dark
See, his sins were all mine from the start
Now when I see men like him it breaks my heart
He'll leave me now and say goodbye
I'll turn around to be consumed with lies
[Chorus]
He'll close his eyes, whisper lies and he'll sing them
So far gone
At least he feels so right now
He'll find a man, someone strong enough for him and I
I know I'm dying inside, so
I just lie
[Bridge]
I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking worthless
Than the price my handsome devil laid on my head
All I've got to keep my hand at bay, baby
Is just my lie
That I'm just fine
[Chorus]
I hear him singing through the Open Door
That he's gone
I'm left alone in this night
My Handsome Man found a strength in his pyre and I
I'm still so frightened inside, but...
I'm just fine.